Thursday, August 27, 2009
This is dedicated out to one person in my life.
I know i've done you wrong by breaking the promises i made to you.
I deeply regret , i really at my bottom of my heart hope you can forgive me
and bring everything back to what it was before.
Although its short , but i really enjoy your company.
Guess i let it go when i myself prepared to hold on to it.
Before then , i really don't wish to open myself to anyone else
but then , you made me opened myself.
Memories will always be kept with me.
I really don't get it , what makes it so easy for you to act as if nothing
ever happened. I know i'm not a very good 'choice' to begin with.
I'm not rich , not handsome , i don't know what girls wan , i cant even
do a simple job of making some simple jokes to make you laugh.
I really hope everything share between us , is true. Because ,
to such a point of time , thoughts really had me running wild
and it makes perfect sense that what shared is not true at all.
Might even be someone better than me that steps into your life ,
might be what you said , a million reason on what makes you turn away
and never turning back again.
I have tonnes of things i wanna say to you. Everything i experienced
something new exciting , i really wanna share it with you like i used to
but pointing my mouse over ur msn , or scrolling pass ur name in my phone.
I just feels totally reluctant to say anything , you'll probably "does it concern me?"
You skimpy answers.. your cold attitude. there's nothing mroe i can do i guess.
To know that i hurt you , but i was trying to apologize , making it up to you with all
my might. But what you did really , hurt my indirectly too. I really have so much more
i wanna say , so much more i wanna make it up back to you. But you didn't even give me
one single chance to do so.. i'm willing to wait for you to even be ready , even if it takes
a year or two.. But guess its not gonna happen..
Guess what ever happens to relationships is always started off
so good but always ended up badly no matter what i guess?... I hope that you're happy
that we're even now.
Ray @ 8:56 AM
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Losing Everything In My Life ,
As If You Know Me That Easy ...
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